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i expect, or expected, pondbrain, to disappear eventually. or at least, lose usefulness and be a redirect site to the rebranding i’ve done from PONDBRAIN to EMPTY HOPE.

I know he’s trolling. I was bored. Fed the bitch.

Erik James

2 hrs · 

I don’t think I’ll ever get an answer but this is a new one from these crazy people lol1Melissa Keller155 CommentsLikeCommentShare

  • Active NowJoshua Montgomery Grass has its own DNA. From seed even1Delete or hide thisHide 21 Replies
    • Erik James Joshua Montgomery each of my sperm has DNA. I’m a genocidal mother fucker.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Both of your concepts are illogical. Neither grass or sperm is a living dividing human life; growing in the womb after a women already made a choice to risk creating that life. Comparison fallacies.2Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo neither is a month old fetus that is months away from even surviving on the best technology we have.

      your terrible arguments apply to banning male masturbation and you don’t even see it.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James Male sperm isn’t growing human life as you have been since conception. Might as well make it legal to abort you. You’re just a cluster of cells too.,1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James your arguments also apply to banning contraception since that’s interrupting the process too.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo now you’re on the right track.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo however I can survive outside of the womb. but you’re getting there.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo I guess you don’t know the difference between single cell and growing dividing life. You stupid MFER. See how that works?1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo I support legalizing parents to abort their kids all the way to the kids 18th birthday.

      put some power behind “I brought you into this world, I can take you out too”

      now wander back to your silly feed full of misinformation where you belong. also, might want to read about communism, socialism, and what the United States did to crush Venezuela after they tried to get off of the petro dollar. had nothing to do with socialism.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo guess you want to ignore the fact sperm is part of the process and draw your line at egg fertilization instead. I’m all inclusive.

      now go learn things. or don’t, being from Indiana.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James My argument has nothing to do with contraception, religion or anything. It has to do with human life. Just as you have been since conception. A growing cluster of human cells.1Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo The same life if you found it on Mars. You would say that you found human life.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo you can’t grasp this. back to your echo chamber.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Yep, ad hominem again. Because you know it’s true. You are just locked in with blinders to that liberal bandwagon TV infomercial mindset to go along with it. I’m neither religions and neither right or left. Just so you know. But I do try to sway people in another direction when it’s warranted.1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo I’m not Liberal you moron. it’s not binary. I’m not a democrat. I’m not religious or right or left myself. Yet your arguments scream “I’M COMPLETELY CONSERVATIVE FROM INDIANA” so I’m not sure how you bark identical idiot nonsense like conservatives and pretend you’re not.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James You’re not even listening to what I’m saying regarding the life creation process.

      So no shit, you’re mislabeling me. Big surprise.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Joshua Montgomery sorry this fucktard blew up your comment notifications.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Joshua Montgomery like his fellow conservatives, they don’t understand basic formatting and progressional logic.Edit or delete this
    • Kit Chestnut Stephen Phillippo It’s so good to meet fellow vegan activists who respect life. ✊1Delete or hide this
    • Erik JamesEdit or delete thisTENOR1
    • Erik James it’s double funny because even vegans are responsible for tons of life meeting death rofl. more massive number too, just not cows and chickens and fish, but rodents and “pests” instead, while protecting crops 😀

      WE ARE ALL PARASITES, DEAL WITH IT KIT hahahaEdit or delete this
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  • Erik James his wife supports teachers rofl. they have a lot of learning to do, so that’s a good thing.Edit or delete thisHide 132 Replies
    • Erik James after I posted this I realized, they might just support the moron level teachers that go out and protest abortion clinics on their off time lolEdit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Ad hominem. Funny that you attack the person. Not the argument when your argument if flawed.1Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo You’re kind of a sicko stalker it seems. You’re mind is warped.1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo my argument is great. stick to one place to argue please. I’m not chasing your dumb ass around the yard.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo I’m a sicko stalker, said by the person who didn’t respond to the original comment and picked out up on my profile posts

      you really just blurt things out without thinking don’t you?Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo I am destroying your terrible arguments. you’re just not capable of grasping it.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James Dude, you just keep attacking me personally. I have a ultra liberal buddy that does the same exact thing when science can prove a baby in utero has its own DNA and growing life. They didn’t know this shit in 1973 Roe V. Wade. You can’t get around science buddy. You just keep attacking the person and not the argument because your argument is totally flawed. Just as you are just a cluster of cells the same as a baby in utero then. We should allow everyone just to murder everyone then. The only reason babies can be murdered in utero is because nobody can hear or see them scream when a leg gets ripped off. Even a smaller cluster before 21 weeks is human life growing and living life as you have been since conception. You can’t deny it.

      People just want to avoid personal responsibility. “FEED ME! FUCK ME! GIVE ME A PLACE TO LIVE! I WANT TO MURDER ANY RESPONSIBILITY I WILL EVER HAVE INCLUDING A HUMAN LIFE GROWING INSIDE ME THAT I CREATED!” Liberal values in a nutshell.1Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo You know how i know this stuff? I used to be ultra liberal down the line. Then I grew up.1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo I’m not a liberal. Grow up.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James sperm has it’s own dna. you’re. not. fucking. listening to me.

      but you keep. fucking. going.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James don’t worry sister, i’m making you a pretty graphic that explains why you and your conservative friends are morons.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James Fuck yea sperm has its own DNA. And it’s not a diving cell growing human life is it? Comparison fallacy. Just answer these questions. Is sperm a single cell or diving life multiple cells? Is grass human DNA growing and living? Does growing by dividing and living human cells in utero grow into a baby and eventually adult humans? Does a baby in utero have its own DNA separate life from the mother?

      Just answer these simple questions that you already know the answers to but want to wear those blinders tight. And honestly I don’t give a shit if a ton of poor minorities want to slaughter their own. Because that’s who has abortions by far more percentage wise. Hey it’s less welfare and mouths to feed. The rich love that. Think hard about it.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo it’s one of many steps of the process.

      facts.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Single cell sperm that you spit all over your gay lovers face isn’t the question here. You’re trying to use a terrible comparison fallacy.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James go back to your echo chamber. you’re ridiculous.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo moving goalposts and ignoring reality isn’t impressive.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Actually you’re missing the best argument in your favor but i hate to help you. You’re too stupid to even realize it. But it’s still growing human life even with the argument that you’re missing.1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo k.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo😁Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo BTW it’s cognition.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo don’t block me yet snowflake, i’m about done with making you a pretty picture.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James I WANT AN ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION:Edit or delete this
    • Erik James you think abortion is the same as drunk driving and killing a cop legally?Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James It’s called a metaphor.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Taking personal responsibility for your actions.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Personal responsibility shouldn’t be the killing of human life.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo See you’re tying to turn my metaphor into something literal to attack. It’s not exactly the same. Yet has similarities to the same irresponsible actions.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James that’s a fucking horrible metaphor. much like your inability to grasp your argument also includes banning male masturbation and contracpetives.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James Why would you ban that? LOLDelete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Nobody is saying to ban a good wack job. Hell, she can even swallow all she wants.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo It’s not like she’s eating a growing human. Stop with the terrible comparison fallacies.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James but you’re so concerned about DNA and the process of humans being created.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo NopeDelete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Not at all.,Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo You’re trying to make it a convolution of the argument now. Neither a sperm or egg is a growing life is it?Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Do you consider a chicken egg that is fertilized with a growing chick in it life>?Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Would you say that you ate a chick in the egg?Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo BalutDelete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo DUck egg. WhateverDelete or hide this
    • Erik James did you conveniently miss i’m pro abortion, as long as the parents do it before the kid turns 18?Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James You added me remember? I didn’t stalk your post. I looked to see who was trying to add me to a friend list.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo You’re not listening to yourself. Is sperm single cell or growing life?Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Answer that? ???? is sperm single cell or growing life??????Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo The human is already created if it’s dividing and growing. The creation of life begins at cell division.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James it’s part of the process. there are plenty of people who think contraception should be illegal, too. how long before that becomes the fight? if we allow the goal posts to keep moving forward, after that is male masturbation.

      following along?Edit or delete this
    • Erik James the creation of life begins at [ever moving goal post]Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Contraception has no reason to be illegal. That’s the religious nuts that think that for some reason. It probably says it somewhere or construed from a bible of some sort. Single cells aren’t growing life.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James yet those are ok to cut off in the process – because right now the goal post is at splitting cells.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James the rest of the argument for “life” can be applied all the way to spilling seed. because it’s part of the process.

      meanwhile, fucking fetuses can’t even survive on machines until 24 weeks, even then it’s fucking doubtful.

      meanwhile, babies are basically etch-a-sketches for the first couple years and barely learn motor skills.

      but please, tell me more about which part of the process is OK to cut it off.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo There is no process if it’s not dividing into life. Just like a catalyst of say acid and baking soda together. It creates a reaction. The reaction to sperm and egg coming together is growing life.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Acid by itself doesn’t react. Neither does baking soda.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo we established the conservative goal post is “splitting cells.”Edit or delete this
    • Erik James can we move on?Edit or delete this
    • Erik James the rest of the argument for “life” can be applied all the way to spilling seed. because it’s part of the process.
      meanwhile, fucking fetuses can’t even survive on machines until 24 weeks, even then it’s fucking doubtful.
      meanwhile, babies are basically etch-a-sketches for the first couple years and barely learn motor skills.
      but please, tell me more about which part of the process is OK to cut it off.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Funny that you say goal post. The left is now going deeper into the rabbit hole of infanticide and now up till age 18 is okay to murder? LOLDelete or hide this
    • Erik James i keep trying to tell you i’m not a fucking leftie.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James “ok to murder” – glad to hear you’re against pointless wars and drone strikes.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Your simple etch a sketch isn’t growing human life. Great way to minimize murder though.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Hell let’s slaughter old people too then. And the handi-capped. They rely on another human when they can’t function on their own! Let’s move that goal post for the future of mankind!!Delete or hide this
    • Erik James i don’t give a fuck about human life. look at the scoreboard. there are 8 billion of us. we’re a virus.

      i never said i give a fuck about human life or murder.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo goal posts indeed.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Anyone that can’t feed themselves on welfare. Slaughter them too. They rely on others. Let’s get this shit going! Save the planet!1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo are you a trump supporter? let’s talk about human life.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo that’s exactly where i was going. trump’s actively cutting people off of lifelines. glad to hear you’re with me on that one.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo so you’re against frivolous war?Edit or delete this
    • Erik James i’m so happy you can’t follow me to the point of all this shit you’re typing rofl.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James such a triggered snowflake.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Hell, let’s make it a cleansing. Like that old movie from the 70s. I can’t remember the name of it.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Like the purge! Let’s get it on!Delete or hide this
    • Erik James So you’re against frivolous war?Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James Well of course. Who loves war? Sometimes it’s better to save more lives. i said it just like two days ago. We should have nuked China and Russia in the 40s when we had all the nukes before them.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Kill a few million to save billions and the human race.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James pro life.

      Stephen Phillippo Erik James Well of course. Who loves war? Sometimes it’s better to save more lives. i said it just like two days ago. We should have nuked China and Russia in the 40s when we had all the nukes before them.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo See you’re missing my argument of facts trying to twist it. I’m not so dead set against abortion especially to save a life like the mother or a twin. I’m set against your idea that it’s justified to kill a human life in utero just because you can’t hear it scream out. It’s still human life. Like i said. mostly minorities kill their own. The rich love it. Guess which political party really has all the money. Just Google it. Hint. it’s the slavery party.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo I never said that I’m pro life LOLDelete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo I’m pro common sense. Human life is still human life.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James back during slaves, the democrats were CONSERVATIVES.

      there was a switch where the conservatives ended up going republican.

      but thanks for playing the “spout conservative talking points but pretend i’m not conservative” gameEdit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo You’re trying to argue with flawed arguments. Avoiding the science of it all together.

      Ya they just magically flipped. I get it. In the 60s or 70s, or whenever it fits your argument. LOL DUH1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James you don’t give a fuck about human life. stop pretending.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James you’re great at cherry picking. you should take up religion.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo So basically then you’re saying they just flipped. So Republicans created social security then?Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Or Democrats did that too? Just the good stuffDelete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo So Republicans created unions? Both social security and unions are good. As well as environmental issues. So Republicans were the ones to really create those back then? But now they are Democrats?Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo But wait….didn’t Democrats create that? Oh but they flipped parties. So Republicans must be the ones that created those good things!? LOL Make up my mind.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo You can’t see past your own BS.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James you’re anti unions?Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James no.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo I just said unions, social security, and environmental issues are good.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo So Republicans must have done those things right? since they flipped parties in the 60s?Delete or hide this
    • Erik James progressives created unions. if you’re going to bring up history at least know which faction was in which party.

      i have to go make breakfast for my daughter. go cherry pick your nonsense somewhere else.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Or only Democrats did the good stuff? But somehow their bad stuff flipped to Republicans? LOLDelete or hide this
    • Erik James for the record, right now democrats and republicans are both almost completely owned by the military and corporations, for profit prisons.

      but hey i’m a democrat apparently.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Hey, I agree.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James haven’t been registered democrat in fucking years. used to be, i admit it. i hadn’t paid attention. but after paying attention, i’d never register with them. nor the republicans.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Oh, I know I voted for Obama twice myself.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James so did i. but i voted third party in 2016 because there’s no way i’m voting for trash like trump and hillary.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo But not because I’m Democrat or Republican. I try to help maintain balance. There needs to be a common sense party.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James and if they slap biden’s racist horrible ass in there i’m probably doing 3rd party again.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Science included.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James stop pretending to be pro life. you’re clearly not.

      unless you’re trolling, in which case, you’ve wasted enough of my time, now fuck off.1Edit or delete this
    • Erik James you’re not starting yet another fucking bunch of comment threads to follow.

      paste that shit here.1Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James You have to keep up son.Delete or hide this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik JamesDelete or hide thisTENOR
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo not with somebody who spouts nonsense, clouds it, and spreads it over multiple comments.1Edit or delete this
    • Erik James your bullshit stays on this thread. I’m not moving around for you anymore.

      smell too much like a troll.1Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Aw, you lost and ran. I get it.1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James No. I’m not going to engage you in 2, no 3, no 4, no 6, no 10 comment strings.

      do it here, you dumb fuck.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James though i would completely expect you, who focuses on points you’re making and ignores or briefly swats it with attacking format instead of addressing the actual content, would think you won.

      that’s adorable.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James maybe you’re too stupid to understand. guess you like having comments deleted instead of posting them here.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James I’m not joking with you, troll boy.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James fuck the reality proposed in clockwork orange, and 1984.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James this is why I think you’re the one actually trolling. all these complete stretches.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo…/babys-cells-can…/Delete or hide thisSMITHSONIANMAG.COMBaby’s Cells Can Manipulate Mom’s Body for DecadesBaby’s Cells Can Manipulate Mom’s Body for Decades
    • Stephen Phillippo Interesting read. Now before you even start. Natural death vs man caused are two totally different things. Just stopping you before you start.1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo now before *i* even start? HAHAHAEdit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo…/dn8865-abortion-science…/Delete or hide thisNEWSCIENTIST.COMAbortion: Science, politics and morality collideAbortion: Science, politics and morality collide
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo what do you think my argument is in favor of abortion. please summarize it.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo That’s all i’m posting today. Gotta get some shit done off work today. Later fool.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo thanks for the homework, troll.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James fucking piece of retarded shit1Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James I resemble that remark,Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Glenn beck does a far better job of making shitty arguments. and he’s transparent too.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James Um, I’m not Glenn Beck. He’s just making controversy to make $$$. Maybe I should get my own show.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo you’re just trolling to be intolerable.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James all I’m trying to say is the line the conservatives chose to draw applies a little bump over to male masturbation too. but you just like to smear shit.Edit or delete this
    • Stephen Phillippo Erik James Summary: Lacking science. Argumentum ad populum.1Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Stephen Phillippo troll harder.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James science : a fetus develops a heart long before it develops any other organs, including the brain.

      the heartbeat bill is fucking nonsense.

      like your science hat worn on your vapid string of ignoring the point I’m making.Edit or delete this
    • Erik James iM sO sMaRt AnD eDuCaTeD i DoNt EvEn KnOw ThE mAsSiVe DiFfErEnCe BeTwEeN cOmMuNiSm AnD sOcIaLiSm

      probably don’t know the difference between democratic socialism and national socialism, either.

      yew sew smurtEdit or delete this

      THE WINNER!!!!!!! hahahahah

      failtroll is fail. and i mock onward.Edit or delete this
    • Active NowPissed Guy His wife’s kinda cute.Delete or hide this
    • Erik James Pissed Guy brown bagger, for sure.Edit or delete this

roooooofl, INSANE

Wendi Miller

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Pondbrain: Death Imminent

The umbrella of Pondbrain is going to be disappearing. The website will remain as a redirect. It will be changing to Empty Hope.

A conversation came up in the process of moving forward with another push, trying to monetize the huge body of work I’ve built up, which looks like it will be dwarfed with what’s built up in my head that I’ve been squeezing out. The question was asked, where did you get Pondbrain? And through answering it, I, all by myself, realized it sounds lame, and it’s confusing. Without knowing the story, that is. So a first time person seeing pond brain? pondbrain? what? I get it.

Empty Hope may be depressing, but most of my shit is arguably dark, and depressing. Perhaps, of-depression. But still. Far more fitting in multiple ways, and not as nonsense at a glance.

We’ll see.

No Thank You

I love the idea of starting a blog again. I just don’t like the idea of shitting up the pondbrain feed with it.  So I’ll update this post with a link to my blog.


Just as soon as I make it.

here it is.  don’t be surprised how shitty the content is.

also, it’s partly in character as MC G.F.Y. and partially blog of my day to day.  so I mean ….. don’t take anything personally. ILY.

EDIT 2018.12.30 . naw fuck that, I’m going to use M.C. GO FUCK YOURSELF exclusively for that shit.  though I don’t know why I slapped it on MCGFY, here is where i’m going to blog.  Want to make like 90 pieces on here to bury this post so nobody finds this blog, but here. Actually I know why.  I slapped it on MCGFY to force me to keep it and do stuff with it. It’ll be fun. I promise.

The Gift

Beth was throwing up and hershey squirting while she was in Omaha. Lily was puking a lot for a couple days when she came back from Omaha.  I lasted a good week without catching anything from them.  Then, Lily loves me, it’s so sweet.  But we were sleeping on the couch and she decided to use my head as a pillow.  So I woke up to find her cheek on mine and her face the same direction as mine and I had a feeling I was screwed.

Cut to two days later, my sinuses start going crazy. I felt weak at work and I wasn’t sure if it was sinuses or what. Then Beth wanted PETE’S FISH AND CHIPS, which is delicious, and very shortly after eating it I felt terrible. I was blaming that, but Beth and Lily had absolute zero signs of anything, and we all ate the exact same stuff.

By 3am, I was pretty certain it wasn’t food poisoning. It’s 24 hours later and I still have a 100-102 fever, depending on how long since I took aspirin. Plus it started pretty hard within 45 minutes of finishing eating. So I’m comfortable with the groundwork already having been there to start destroying the food down to the nightmare that followed.

About the 3am hour I started drinking this awesome juice flavoring added water I’ve been in love with for the last several months. I was crazy thirsty after throwing up and blowing liquid into the pooper. Then, the next time I puked, it tasted a whole lot better. I think it was a win win. This cycle continued well into the morning. 

Loving this entry? I’ll change the subject.  So, I picked this up:


He came up out of between those last 2 bushes, out of the rain drain. I’m disappointed the camera didn’t catch him coming over the wall, or from the rocks behind, or wherever he came from. 



Today was a decent day. The highlight I am sad to say was me being excited for no reason then being disappointed.  I was going through the motion alarms on the security footage and saw a guy riding his bike down the canal who stopped right in front of the neighbor’s back rocks. I was like HEY WHAT’S THIS, IS THE DUMB ASS STUPID ENOUGH TO oh…. He just stopped in the shade of the tree to clean his sunglasses. 

That is all. 

Rise and Shine

It has been a strange year. I came into it with a coworker I was freshly attached to, having a brain bleed. Went through the first half with a new coworker. We were forced into a new place with 1/3 the storage of the previous. Luckily on one side is a family made up of a teacher, her 3 daughters, and a doggo.  On the other side, a mother and her son and their doggos (plus her boyfriend now and his son and his big doggo) – and the only other in the building I believe is a dude and his wife and their doggo. DOGGOS!  We need a doggo.  But we have 2 cats that are spoiled. 

Sidetrack boy, over here. So, all summer was essentially me working alone. Felt like all summer. I know it was all of July and most of August. Hey, I lost a lot of size, though.  I mean, 6 belt holes. Then we got this dude who was funny. He was kind of dumb. But funny. And a REALLY BAD WORKER. So, as soon as we were able to, we got the guy back who worked the first half of the year filling in for brain bleed guy.

I skipped over a lot but I’m just rambling and don’t want to delve into all that. But I’m pretty happy here at this location. It’s perfectly located between where Beth and I work. There’s a daycare that isn’t a nightmare, where Lily is happy. And I like all my neighbors.

Now, I’ve had two security cameras for a few years now. Though one was for keeping an eye on lily. Well, both, overall. Then, the teacher/kids family got broken into. I’m personally of the mindset that I always want to have cameras looking out AND in, but all we had was looking in.  And I felt like I was somewhat responsible for fighting off my “paranoia” and not just making it happen. If I had done it, there’s at least a chance I would have at least some frames of whatever the person looked like who broke into their house. It seems as though the way it was done, there’s a good chance I could have picked up a view. 

So, setting aside feeling like I could have done more, I’m trying to do all I can (without being a complete pain in the ass) to try and help in the aftermath.  And I have a bunch of cameras around, now. 

It feels like a lot of things kind of came into line the last few weeks, culminating in the period where the neighbors had their space violated and things stolen. Some months ago (I have no memory of when exactly) – Lily and I were outside and a cat was stuck up in a tree. We helped get the cat down and it followed us home. Lily picked it up and they bonded immediately.

After that the cat was always around and Lily kept letting it inside.  Now it comes over and chills inside for 2-20 hours at a time. When it’s really cold it just stays inside. I think the record is 2 solid days. But it’s an outdoor cat, so always wants to go back outside.

A couple weeks ago, it found a way up the back of the building onto the roof. Nobody knew how to get it down, so the cat was on the roof for about 3 days. In the end, I got a 6 foot ladder and was pretty close to getting it down, and the neighbor on the opposite corner from us ended up luring it down onto a tall wall he could access, with food. 

There is also a motion light that doesn’t work which has been there for who knows how long. Sometimes it starts making these strange buzzing sounds. Only way I could find to make it stop was by shutting off a section of the house on the fuse box. 

So, with that ladder, and a surprise found looking over the budget, we were able to make all that has been altered, happen. Including dismantling the broken motion detection light. 

The neighbor had mentioned wanting motion lights because our lights outside, even together, are really rather dim.  So one of the things I did, I grabbed a $36 motion light I was hoping would be bright enough.  I may have gone too far, as it’s super bright as shit. Unfortunately though, it’s not very sensitive for picking up motion. It only seems to catch a 15 foot stretch of the sidewalk and that makes me angry-pants. That’s ok, I have a plan.

The strangest thing, though, today. I was outside and two guys in suits came up to their door. I was up a ladder working on getting the old broken light off, and they asked if I knew where they were. I said I assume they’re at church. I started noticing last summer they’d all leave crazy early on Sunday (well, for our night-friendly schedule anyway) – and come back before noon. They looked at each-other and back at me and I was like “Oh, you’re from their church?” hahahaha…  I was kind of panicking because I’ve been atheist (kind of, agnostic atheist technically) since oh… 1998? or so.. 2000? And I started freaking out inside because I didn’t want to get sucked into a deep long religious conversation.

But, all ended well. The course of the last week, though, has left me totally burned out on people. Not because of any of the people, but because I’m just the type that … well, I was diagnosed with agoraphobia over a decade ago.  When I was diagnosed with it I was pretty solidly thinking ” ….. that’s a thing?” .. on one hand, I thought, that sounds ridiculous.  On the other hand, it was exactly what I was going through.  And I thought I was being ridiculous. So I guess it’s just reality some people have to deal with.  And I found out I was one of those damn weirdos who… well, has to deal with leaving the house lololol

I don’t know. I might start blogging again as an outlet. I used to blurt multiple paragraphs onto a journal a long time ago. And nobody visits here anymore anyway, so hey. Rise and shine, sugarpants. Time to go out and be productive.

These days I just hope I don’t fuck up Lily. I feel like I do a terrible job parenting but everybody else tells me “the fact you say that means you’re trying and probably doing a lot better than most.”  Yeah, sure. Hope they’re right.

Christopher John Sorick

Below is a copy/paste of a conversation with a guy who was in the same group of friends I was in back in the late 90s. I haven’t been pushed to dump on somebody in quite a long time. However, when we’re this tight on money and somebody comes up initially saying they’re going to give us a bunch of money just because we go way back – then gets weirder and weirder from there….  All it did was drown me with anxiety until I pushed it to a boil over. I figured it was BS but, being desperate, I went along with it and let it get to me.


First, here’s all of his information I can gather: 


Current Address 2805 S 126th Plz #2 Omaha, NE 68144-3875


Phone Numbers (not sure which ones work anymore)
(402) 208-4525 – Wireless
(712) 322-6679 – Landline
(402) 342-6623 – Landline
(402) 932-6537 – Landline
(712) 323-4250 – Landline


Previous Addresses
2805 S 126th Plz #PZ2
Omaha, NE 68144-3801
(Sep 2015 – Jan 2016)

1804 Parkwild Dr #11
Council Bluffs, IA 51503-1867
(Feb 2004 – Jul 2013)

3417 Jones St #7
Omaha, NE 68105-1363
(Jul 2001 – Jul 2013)

12564 Oak Plz #82
Omaha, NE 68144-3842
(Apr 2012 – Feb 2013)

14162 Castelar Plz #4
Omaha, NE 68144-2345
(Apr 2011)

2319 S 142nd Ct #3
Omaha, NE 68144-2237
(Dec 2010)

1710 Bellevue Blvd N
Bellevue, NE 68005-4042
(Sep 2010)

720 W Graham Ave
Council Blfs, IA 51503-6714
(Oct 2006 – Aug 2008)

1921 Parkwild Dr #61
Council Bluffs, IA 51503-1877
(Mar 2008)

1921 Parkwild Dr #61
Council Blfs, IA 51503-1877
(Mar 2008)

720 W Graham Ave
Council Bluffs, IA 51503-6714
(Sep 2006 – Mar 2007)

1804 Parkwild Dr #11
Council Blfs, IA 51503-1867
(Dec 2000 – Oct 2006)

4520 Navajo St
Council Bluffs, IA 51501-8707
(Jul 2006)

808 7th Ave #3
Council Bluffs, IA 51501-6316
(Nov 2002 – Apr 2006)

4520 Navajo St
Council Blfs, IA 51501-8707
(Jan 2006)

PO Box 1069
Council Bluffs, IA 51502-1069
(Oct 2005)

108 Franklin Ave
Council Bluffs, IA 51503-4420
(Oct 1997 – Jul 2004)

MR108 Franklin Ave
Council Blfs, IA 51503
(May 2004)

3105 Avenue G
Council Bluffs, IA 51501-1935
(Aug 2001)

PO Box 1069
Council Blfs, IA 51502-1069
(Jul 2001)

1108 Franklin Ave
Council Blfs, IA 51503
(Jun 2001)

1808 7th Ave
Council Blfs, IA 51501-6032
(Jun 2001)

108 Franklin Ave
Council Blfs, IA 51503-4420
(Jan 1999 – Nov 2000)

132 S 36th St
Omaha, NE 68131-3221
(Feb 2000)

3572 Davenport St
Omaha, NE 68131-2430
(Nov 1998 – Jan 1999)

3417 Jones St #1
Omaha, NE 68105-1363
(Jan 1998 – Sep 1998)

646 S 1st St
Council Blfs, IA 51503-4349
(Jan 1997 – Jun 1997) 



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